Lost everything

I lost my both parents. Don't mention family, they already have family.

I don't have a best friend (don't suggest me to be the one, I've been
already attempted to).

I don't have girlfriend (I always rejected since 12 years, mostly
friendzoned and never talk each other, some enemyzoned).

My career? Will I being always like this?

Can I cry now?

This storm is endless.